So far so good. Not too many symptoms which is great on the one hand, but, on the other hand, it makes me worry. Symptoms help me feel pregnant - that it is all going OK. I know that is not true but still...
I made an appointment with the doctor yesterday. She can't, or won't, see me for another 2 1/2 weeks. I know this is because the first few weeks are so fragile that there really is no reason to see me before it looks like the pregnancy is holding. Practical, but ugly.
I want her to say 'sure, come on in, your pregnant! that's great - it is all smooth sailing from here, let's get started!'
But it feels more like she says 'OK, let's not get too excited. We'll wait and see if you make it to week 8 before we even bother looking at this as a pregnancy'.
waiting, waiting, waiting.....it is torture.